:: On Maternity leave - Part II ::

Here raining in the morning since Subuh lagi... bestnyaaa tidooo.. lagi2 tgh cuti nihh.. but then camne pun kena bangun jugak sbb nak prepare baju and breakfast for my hubby.. n then lepas tu.. barula continue tido.. ngee....

Yesterday got appointment check up, have to do CTG monitor.. until tertido la jugak... baby pun tido skalik... dah tu nurse tgk graph heart baby tak cantekk.. have to wait about 15 minutes more to get better graph.. Haihh nak tanak kena la kejutkan baby.. pastu barula dia nak gerak2 and barula graph nampak cantekk... almost 1 hour jugakla wat CTG tuh... Pastu jumpa doktor, the baby sihat... tp still blom time dia nak kuar lagik.. so doktor said if within this week no sign, that means have to go for induce next week... gegege takutnya... kena paksa bersalin jugak.. Maybe baby dah comfort kot dok dalam perut.. ngee... takpun dia malu jumpa parents dia..

Anyhow... please doakan my baby selamat dilahirkan dengan normal and sihat... and doakan utk mama dia skalikk yerrr... :)

:: On my 1st day - Maternity leave ::

Today i start my maternity leave even though i'm not due yet... Dah la last friday amek MC.. i thot i will comfortable stay a home waiting to meet my small prince on that friday or maybe weekends but it's not the right time for him anyway.. Well maybe he want to surprise me again like he did before..

So last Sat went to jalan2 kat taman2... expected fresh air but unfortunately what i got was water, air, noise pollution... Ye la konon2 tanak jalan kat shopping complex.. Nanti asek nak kuar duit jek.. so decided to change environment... Haihh better walking on the shopping complex kalo dah camni.. even takde fresh air pun.. tp still dalam aircond.. ntah hapa2 la.. By the way reason nak jalan2 bcoz to rilex my mind and body as well as my baby... Org cakap kalo byk berjalan senang sket nak bersalin but i dunno how true is it...

Then Sun went to my mentua house and jalan2 at IKEA... Sempat lagi kuar.. hee.. my hubby ngidam nak mkn their sweedish food... so by Maghrib kena ada kat umah...

Today? jalan2 dlm umah jela... hoho bosan gilerrrr... tatau nk wat ape.. so teringat nak wat moist choc cake... just a plan... tatau la bcoz jap lg as usual in the afternoon... biasanya that is my tido time! ngee...

I got these article from Babycentre..

Coping strategies after 40 weeks

• Have something planned for every day. Don't stay at home wondering whether you can feel anything happening. Get out of the house -- but not too far!

• If you haven't already stocked up the freezer, do so now. After your baby is born, you'll be really glad you've got lots of food in the house.

• Tell friends and relatives not to ring every day to find out what's happening -- say you'll ring them when the big event has taken place!

• Go out for lots of last-minute treats with your partner. It won't be so easy after your baby's born.

• Rest -- if you're finding it difficult to sleep at night, take a nap during the day. Put your feet up. Play some music. Don't fret if you can't sleep, dozing is fine. Build up your energy stores for labour.

• If you think labour's started, but you're not sure, phone your midwife and ask for advice. Never hesitate to give her a call if you're worried. (Remind yourself of the signs of labour.)

:: Waiting to meet our lil' precious ::

This week is my due..
Seems not the time yet..
Could be 11 may?
12 may?
13 may?
14 may?
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22 may still not??

:: O'ohh Demam Balik ::

I start my working day on Friday.. after warded and mc for 8 days..
And ntah camna that afternoon, i suddenly keep sneezing.. and then my body start to feel very cool.. the same feeling i had when i started my high fever.. I dunno what was happening to me.. but what i remember my body start to heat again when i reached home.. Hubby start to worry again.. i never skipped my medicine but weird.. i had a fever again.. My father ask a help from Tok Imam for 'air ubat' and in the same time, i apply the concept drink a lot of water.. the same concept used when i hospitalized, when they ask me to drink 1.5 big jug per day so that i can cool down the body heat..

So weekend at home... boring.. but have to stay at bed.. my temperature pun kejap naik kejap turun.. Seriously i did my best to heal the fever beside air daun raya.. and then mkn ubat on time.. drink a lot of water.. keep my self berpeluh..(berselimut).. i did everything that is best for me and my baby..

N Finally... Sunday ptg... back to normal... my body pun dah rasa sihat.. i'm not sure about my baby, but doctor said kalo movement perday lebih 10 that means ok.. but i have check up on next tuesday.. so looking forward what will doc said bout my baby..

So by Monday.. back to work as usual :)

:: Maternity Ward Part 11 ::

Hmm.. alkisahla masukla ward... without my willing but have to.. for my baby...
First time warded.. huhuhu..

At first mmg la takut.. yela tinggal alone in the hospital without my hubby and family.. feels like i have a serious problem that i have to isolate with normal people out there.. sedey la jugakk... First day tu jugak la doc masukkan air (dripping).. Huwaaa.. lagi2 masukkan jarum yg sebesar inkpen tuhh.. mmg serikk... and jarum tu attach kat my hand around 5 days... eee.. sakit.. n within that days, can't sleep comfortably.. and everyday do CTG monitor (checking heartbeat's baby).. everyday doc will check my health twice and every 4 hours, nurse will do checking on my temperature and blood pressure.. not included antibiotic injection 3 times a day.. Altogether 7 bottles of water for dripping for 5 days... huhu.. pity me.. eh no.. pity my baby also.. heartbeat dia pun tak normal about 2-3 days...

After day 5, doctor said my result looks good and i can go back home.. ;) me very happy.. Good news for my baby too.. his heartbeat shows normal.. and his movement also quite active.. Sempat la jugak budak practical do research on my tummy.. hee.. they said i have an active baby.. Syukur alhamdulillah.. everything goes well..

Along that time in hospital, i get to know other patients as well.. New experience and new friends. Mostly patient kat situ ada kes uri kat bawah.. Some of them will have to stay a month above until their operation.... lagi kesiann.. i think i'm the only case yg ada high fever..

After 6 days warded, home will always be home... hmm.. pandai hubby aku jaga bilik n baju.. hee.. camne me tinggalkan the situation.. camtu jugakla dia jaga.. siyan kat hubby.. have to take care himself..

Somehow.. i realize.. i have to be more careful with my condition.. i don't want anything happen to my baby coz i love my baby so much..

:: @ Maternity Ward Part 1 ::

At last i'm home.... after 6 days at hospital..
Seriously that was a new experience for me as that was my first time admitted..

Citernya gini.. malam tu (rabu 11hb ) mmg demam panass.. sampai hubby naik risauu n nak anta klinik mlm tu.. but me tak wisau sgt.. itz just a normal fever.. and probably tggu next day kot kalo nak gi klinik... yela.. dah malam2.. tak larat la plak nk bgn.. comfortable to lay down at bed.. eventho head cam dah berat+pusing.. hubby la yg jaga mlm tu.. tlg bg cool down.. lap guna ice.. giler sejukkkkk....

The next day bgn (khamis 12hb)... ya Allah.... badan cam takleh nk bgn.. hubby chek ckp badan panas sgt nihh.. kena gi spital nii... padahal aku rase sejukkk sgt (kalo ade org tiup pun angin cam aisss jek rase...) Nak tanak kena la gak gi... so heading to PPUM pagi tu... so confirmla tak kije that day... haiihhh mc lagikkkk.. Dah smp PPUM.. nak jmp doktor punyela lamer... geram pun ade gakk.. org yg lambat dtg pun dah nk balikk.. tp mmg la kan.. sbb nya kitorg datang bukan sbb appointment... ngee... bile tgh nunggu2 tuh... badan tiba2 sejukkk sgt... oh ya sblom gi PPUM tu kan... mak ade buh sket air daun raya... so that my fever sejuk sket.. mak ckp ni cam bukan demam biase.. panasss sgtt!! so bile tgh nk jmp doktor dah kurangla sket rase sejukk tuhh.. tp ntah camne.. time tu jd menggigil yg amat2...smp ketap2 gigi... bile igt balik klakar la plak... nk bercakap pun suara getar2.. hahaha lawakk jekkk.. malu pun ader gakk... sbb org pandangkan.. mesti derang pelik pesal la pompuan ni.. ngee... Then finally my turn jmp doktor..
chek n chek n punya chek... (malas nk pjgkan citer) Dr inform yg aku kena masuk wad... mula2 cam tak caya la jugak about she said... tp sbb dah effect kat heartbeat baby.. so i have to... sorry baby... mama tak jaga baby elok2.. huhuhu... tatau la plak jadi camnih...

Then.. bermula la life @ maternity ward...

:: Good news? ::

"Your last day at Ax*n will be 30 March 2007."

Finally...
A news for me today..
I will be free...

Back to my office on next week..
Counting our days to see our precious lil..