Friday, April 08, 2005
:: Emotionally curbed ::
I thought when i stepped into the house that nite.. as usual my mum wouldn’t say anything.. but then.... oppss.. a special lecture just for me.. and my mouth couldn’t opposed to every single words she said.. yeah.. itz my fault.. just admit it!

Well.. living with family is not easy as staying outside..Means far from parents attention... but that doesn’t mean i don’t like to stay with them.. i luv them so much.. they are very supportive and truly care about me..Itz not their fault of not letting me to go back late.. Itz bcoz of my young blood who always wanted a freedom world... Compare to other frens, i feel very lucky bcoz i hav opportunity to see my parents everyday and i have their help to cook for me..hee.. and some other things that i couldn’t do by myself.. hehe.. how lucky i am...

Hmm.. yeah.. but my heart can’t escape to do some mischievous thing.. But usually in the end.. i explain to them what naughty stuff i did... hahaha... and then, a special lecture was dedicated to me... Yeah..I can’t lie to them if i done sumthing wrong..

Actually i don’t want to make my blog become personal...but i think some people might hav the same thought with me.. so ..itz not big deal for me to let reader knows what i felt.. but lately.. i think.. my words become easily to exploite... by me of coz!! hehe.. bcoz i get used to write a diary.. So sometimes... i write it almost like a diary but trying not to break people's heart.. Ok back to my topic.. ‘terkongkong’ sometimes good for me but not too tight.. i can be a crazy person if i stay at home for one week without say ‘hi’ to sunshine...hehe.. feel like a prisoner.. But hmm...i realize something different situation happened when i started my job... my parents slowly loose their attention towards me..weird huh? Mayb bcoz i’m going to be a real adult person (suppose i am..) hopefully laa.... Or mayb my maturity is grown up and they show me their thrust that i can differentiate between good and ‘evil’ part... hope so...

Well after all... they are my parents.. yup!


1 Comments:

Blogger Shannon said...

hm....they just concerned about you....my mom also like that. Cos we are gal and now that the community is not safe anymore, not like in the 70's. Cos they also got read newspaper and watch tv, they are aware of what is happenning........so dun be notti....just tell them where u go and with who and roughly what time come back, is you are going to be late, ring them up and tell them....dun let them worry about you cos we are adults that are responsible and let them know that you are safe.

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