:: Counting Days ::

3.45pm - Monday, 25th July 2005
Ari ni ari Isnin.. pagi tadi rase malas sgt nk bangun gi keje.. nak sambung mimpi lagi... tapi sebab dah kul 7 pagi, nak tanak kena bangun jugak.. sblom tu sempat lagi termenung atas katil.. menung kosong.. hahaha.. tringat mimpi aper yg muncul tadi.. Mmm.. sejak akhir2 ini, mimpi kisah lame2 dulu.. time skolah2.. ntah pesal la.. mayb ade kaitan terserempak ngan member skolah2 dulu kot! ok bile dah abis termenung atas katil.. so bermula la rutin harian gi keje.. Alamak access card takde lak.. so kena la wat muka bodoh picit door-bell.. cam tetamu lak.. Tu la.. camne la bole tercicir access card.. seb baik ade orang jumpe.. kalo tak.. satu keje lagi nak gi wat yg baru..

--> mase tulis kat atas ni,dah abis keje pun.. hee... baru abis training..

2.45pm - Tuesday, 26th July 2005
Ok today ari Selasa, takde feel utk keje pun.. ape nak wat nihh?? seb baik 'tiket' sudah selamat dilaksanakan, tunggu client feedback je now.. But then i still stuck with my EDI & IDOC.. menatang ni la yang wat aku pening.. lagi2 server plak bengong.. tak leh masuk, dah tu camne nak wat tutorial.. yg paling utama skang, camne nak jadi cikgu camni, cikgu sendiri pun tak reti wat... huhuhu.. somebody help me... i'm clueless...

Dek kerana fikiran dah buntu, so dengan selambanya gi la surfing, baca blog orang.. plak tu ari ni terjumpe satu website --> myblogcafe... Aper lagi layan la.. thehehe... sudahnya, satu ari mengadap blog orang jek, keje tak siap... ape nak jadi ni mas... Taperla utk timba ilmu kan.. hahaha.. ilmu dlm menyebuk hal2 org... Tapi cam sonok je baca citer orang n isi hati org..padahal i know my isi ati akan ade org baca jugak... Neway, I don't expect people to know what i feel, tapi just nak ade tempat utk lontarkan everything n anything that i wish i could throw out from my heart..(not all k.. yg lain2 tu privacy sket aar.. mane leh bgtau sume.. hee)

n lagi satu, purpose nak wat blog ni, konon2 nak improve 2nd language la.. hahaha.. tapi berterabur gak. Last2, sukati sendiri je tulis... malas nak wat keje translate-mentranslate.. Aaa.. tengok !! ayat pun dah jadi bahse pasar.. hee.. taper, takde orang nak saman.. hahaha...

Mmm.. tadi ade org call, hee... cam brite baik gak la... pasal ape? hee.. rahsia maa....
Eh tadi nak tulis aper tadi ek? Aaa.. skang tengah mengira hari2 yg menjelang.. cewah.... Ade 1,2, 3.. aaa.. 11 ari lagi... berdebarnyaaa... rase2 cam ade 70% siap la.. tinggal nak kemas umah, pastu cari barang2, amik baju, cari tudung n lain2 lagi yg blom dipikirkan.. so far, okla...

camne pun.. debaran tetap dirasai.. (ceh, cam kenal jek ayat tu..) bukan debaran ni jek, debaran lain pun ade.. tapi tanak cite kat sini dulu.. hee...

I think i stop here now, better to start up with something that give benefit to me....
wokie dokie..
Daa....

:: Balik time ::

Setengah jam lg nk blik... hee... jenguk blog jap.. baru td abih buat correction untuk outsource testing for my part only... Yey!! at last ....

Jahat!!! just now ade org curik my 'Cat'.. baru je rasmi kat red-board meja... Shannon jahat !!! huhuhu... I want my 'cat' back... huhuhu... Takpela... sok amik blik.. hahaha...

Eh.. baru 7 minit mase berjln ke? ingatkan abih ayat ni.. dah 5 setengah.. Lerr... lambatnya mase.. Balik ni nak buat pe ek? Aaa... lupa lak.. nak sambung keje kraftangan sket2... hee... tak abih buat ari tu.. Al-maklumla tgh blaja2 buat menda alah ni... Hahaha.. sonok gak bile dah tau buat.. Tp kena rajin + sabar + tekun dan sewaktunya... Pulak tu, kalo silap sket jek, dah kena buat semula... Tapi kerna nekad punye pasal.. nak siapkan jugak.. chaiyo2.. Hee...

Okla chek jam lagi... Haiyooo.... baru 5.15, mati aper jam nihhh?? Dah mati kutu melanguk depan pc nih... sambil tu mata pandang2 kiri kanan.. kot2 bos lalu tapi tak lalu2 pun... fuhh selamat... Eh bunyi aper tuh?? laa... gelak2 dlm bilik meeting... aperla yg klakar sangat tuh.. Mmm peduli lahh.. Baik pek brg skang... get ready to go back... to my lovely home... i miss my home today... heee....

:: Thursday d Opis ::

Yippie.... Ari ni Kamis.. sok Jumaat.. Lusa Sabtu !!
mmm.. mood dah up sket.. Tu pun sbb dia pujuk... hahaha...

Selamba je tulih blog padahal tgh ade keje ni.. dateline dah dekat..
iDOC masih sangkut.. huhuhu.. tulunnn !!! camne nk jd cikgu nihh..
Meanwhile... hee... i'm waiting for a good news to arrive.. But i don't want to put some hope on it.. just looking forward only maa..

OK.. berblik pada keje kat sini..
Al-kisahnya..presentation ari tu dah ade feedback.. still need to have some improvement on the report and the way of gaining audience attention.. So report yg baru ni akan jadi version 1.0.. Tapi skang takde mood nak goreng ayat report.. Mmm.. kalo bole nak rebus je (bubuh air je - copy n paste/sempoi je) sebab kalo goreng kena ade byk perencah.. kan? kan? eh paham ke ni? Hahaha...lantakla.. janji siap..

Wokie dokie... time to continue study.. Hee... konon2 je nih.. tp tak pham gak... Cuba jela...

Uitt... cuba tgk gambar kat atas tu.. Comeyy kan Stuart tu?

:: Guilty ::

Guilty.. guilty.. guilty..
Guilty to let them manage my things..
it so unfair for them...

I should do on my own..

it should be like that.......

:: Friday.. Here i go !! ::

Hee.. syoknyaa.. ari ni dah ari jumaat!! Sok bole tido lame2.. hahaha.. Tido jek !! Ntah nape suka sangat tido.. Byk lagi keje berpekdah leh wat.. Taperla.. yg penting aman n bahagia..

Emm sebut pasal aman... Sian dgn org yg mangsa bom d london.. dorang tade salah.. yg salah tu Ketua Negara dia.. Bole plak si Ketua Negara kata perbuatan ni cam tade berperikemanusian.. Huh! Takkan dia takleh sedar yg dia dah terkena dgn batang idung sendiri... Camne lak ceritanya yg berlaku kat Iraq yg tak sudah2? Takkah mereka sedar situasinya hampir same jek..

Terorrist ni pun satu.. kalo nk bom pun.. bom la kat org yg bersalah.. janganla membabitkan org yg tak berdosa.. So far, tade org Malaysia yg berkorban.. Alhamdulillah..
....Mesti my mokcek tgh risau dgn anak dia kat sane.. Bulan 7 ni dah nak konvo.. harap2 dapatla dia berkonvo dgn selamat...

Mmm... senyap je opis ni... Nak dengar mp3, tak abih2 lagu yg same.. busann... busann... huhuhu.. Jap lagi ade meeting.. Meeting pasal ABAP training..
Pelik!
Sape yg kena training? tapi yg pasti.. kami2 ni akan mengajar org.. erk? Jadi cikgu eh? hehe...
Abih aaa... ajaran sesat la jadiknyaa... hahahaha.... Dah le tak reti pasal yg kena ajar tu.. Terkontang-kanting (betul ke words ni?) nak carik dlm internet... iDOC? IDE? Sapscript? Ohhhh tidakk..... !!!!

Ahh.. cuti tetap cuti.. hee...
Yey Yey esok sabtu....
pastu ahad.. cuti lagik !!

Pastu senin daa.... Alahaiii....

:: Science Vs. Religion ::

An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, The Almighty. He asks one of his new Muslim students to stand and.....

Professor: You are a Muslim, aren't you, son?

Student : Yes, sir.

Prof: So you believe in God?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Prof: Is God good?

Student : Sure.

Prof: Is God all-powerful?

Student : Yes.

Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is this God good then? Hmm?

(Student is silent.)

Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?

Student :Yes.

Prof: Is Satan good?

Student : No.

Prof: Where does Satan come from?

Student : From...God...

Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?

Student : Yes.

Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Prof: So who created evil?

(Student does not answer.)

Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?

Student :Yes, sir.

Prof: So, who created them?

(Student has no answer.)

Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?

Student: ; No, sir.

Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?

Student : No , sir.
Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?

Student : Yes.

Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.

Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?

Prof: Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as cold?

Prof: Yes.

Student : No sir. There isn't.

(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold.
Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?

Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light....But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?

Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a
substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?

Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument is going.)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class is in uproar.)

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?

(The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it?.....No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face unfathomable.)

Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.

Student : That is it sir.. The link between man & God is FAITH.

That is all that keeps things moving & alive.

:: Finally... Huh! ::

The presentation went well yesterday almost 2 hours ,i guess...
My group had done all their best to answer the audience's questions..
Me? haha.. i just know how to present my part.. i'm not a spontaneous person for QnA session..
Fuuhh.. whatever the matter it was, we had finish our TESTING METHODOLOGY presentation... what a delightful day to relax from burden things...
At last i can enjoy myself...

...But my stomach don't feel like that.. huh! Gastric is another problem... aduuuiiiii!!!

:: Funeral Day ::

Yesterday, i went to Seremban.. menjenguk org meninggal, which is my cousin's hubby, sedey sangat.. arwah tu baru berumur 46 tahun.. meninggal sebab sakit jantung (tanpa tahu ade penyakit tu...) n yg paling kesiannya.. anak yg paling kecik baru berumo 3 tahun n masih tatau lagi pasal abah dia...tersentuh hati bile anak kecik tu tanye kat mama dia.. abah gi mane? Mama dia pun tatau nak explain camne...Yg sulong pun baru form 2, tgh blaja kat asrama..Dah ditakdirkan abah dia 'pergi' dulu, kenala redha kan.. Semoga rohnya di rahmati Allah..

Al-fatihah buat arwah Abg Wahid..
n Semoga Kak Ila sekeluarga terus tabah dgn dugaanNya..

:: M.M.M or Cut-Back ::

Make-More-Money or Cut-Back.. ? I've got this phrase from 'Confessions of a Shopaholic' book (which i borrowed from zura.. thanks).. but i'm not yet finish reading the book, somehow it really make myself into real feeling of Becky.. She's having a debts from a multiple banks and really needs a solution to pay her credit cards.. and this is somehow where her father give an advice to M.M.M or Cut-Back her expends..hee i'm not going into story details but it is a good book to read and a brilliant comedy too.. hahaha..

Well.. i'm looking forward to manage my expenditure well... bcoz now, i'm feeling of having-not-enough-money.. huhuhu... (my mom don't let me to draw my saving money, how i'm gonna shopping?)..

ok.. now what? M.M.M or Cut-Back? huhuhu.. i dunno laaa...

:: New Looks ::

Hee.. i like this looks... cute sangat.. Tak kisahla org kata cam 'Old-baby' ke.. cam kanak2 ribena ke.. i luv it!! Pandai author ni buat... sukanyaaaa!!!

p/s: dia tak perasan ke...ishhh..