:: Layannnn~~ ::

getting tired of walking, the rain that began to fall
I chase after the rabbit I couldn't catch
your eyes are like the clear water
breathing deep down in the ocean
call me, call me, I'm here
where can I go, to where, so that I'm satisfied?

let's go home, when tomorrow comes
will I be laughing saying that it's all ok?
call my name, call me, I'll embrace you
so close your eyes and remember those innocent times

you filled the parts I lacked in
because I was able to forget even sad feelings
I'm not afraid

lying, and regretting that
I became an adult someday
getting humiliated, sweating
but the reason for me to continue dancing
is burning, burning my soul and screams
if I continue, continue to open it I can be saved

let's go home, let's meet
behind the moon, white rabbit
let's return, when tomorrow comes
I'll be laughing barefeet
I'll call, call and embrace it
so close your eyes and remember those innocent times

getting tired of walking, the rain that began to fall
I chase after the rabbit I couldn't catch
your eyes are like the clear water
breathing deep down in the ocean
call my name, call me because I'm here
if I tell, tell my heart I'll be fulfilled

- cilok from japan lyric..syahdunya....

:: Dugaan.. Cobaan.. ::

Dugaan mmg taleh lari la kalo dah jadi tunang org.. many things have to consider not only the commitment.. but the attention given to each other..

time ni la.. perasaan memberontak sket2 tumbuh dlm ati.. ngee.. i'm not saying nyesal bertunang.. isyyy.. takleh la camtu kan.. tapi.. ade jek menda yg bole cepat merajuk atau sakit ati happened...

time tu la.. pk camne la nk tempuh time kawen nanti? dah ready ke? dah cukup syarat ke kalo camni? btul ke org nk kawen camni? wahh.. mcm2 la pk...

tu blom masuk famli culture lg.. i can feel akan ade sket influence and mixed-up by both famli.. So.. for me marriage life ni cam process yg transform diri to be someone else..

erk..adakah akan join2 dgn grup org2 kawen punye topik.. dgn makcik2 n akak2 yg sebuk hal anak2 kat umah.. ngee.. sibuk citer pasal suami tu la.. suami ni la.. wahh.. the event gonna be so soon.. very soon.. sooner than i thot...

:: When 2006 take place ::

Such a short journey i felt toward this new year.. many things had happened to me in the past 12 months.. and i'm thankful i am still live.. whateva it was.. syukur la dgn aper yg ada.. even if i'm not satisfied enuff.. hopefully it will be better in this year..

wokeyy.. i think i have enuff pressure lately due to some arguments.. i don't intend to say "follow my way".. i dunno if i'm act like that without realize it.. i am so sorry.. i still want to consider and respect other options.. i really do.... but please.. let be more understandable to each other..