Wednesday, February 22, 2006
:: Çlµêlê§§ ::
Clueless bout things happen to us.. i dunno where are we now.. Hopefully.. situation getting better as i try to calm myself and that person giving extra attention to me.. but am i ok now?

mmm...

Dunno.. easy to forgive but hard to forget...


Tuesday, February 21, 2006
:: §†ör¥ ö£ å Mï§§ïñg Rïß & Wï§hL阮 ::
The Missing Rib

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.

Girl (g): Tell me... whom do you love most in this world?
Boy (b): You, of course!
(g): In your heart, what am I to you?
(b): The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said,"You are my rib. In the Holy Book, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while. However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy

Schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems...their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other.

The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"

The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go. She continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..."

Five years went by...

He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced..... He felt anguished that she never waited for him.

In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.

One day, they finally met at the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes. He was going away on a business trip.

She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them.
She smiled at him gently.

(b): How are you?
(g): I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?
(b): No.
(g): I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
(b): I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back...You know my number…nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye.

Good-bye...

One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York. In the event that shocked the world.

Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette and like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart.

He finally knew, she was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.

Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental.

We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones and even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.

Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control.

Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives. Tomorrow may never come; give and accept what you have today.

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sad ending... haihh...

well... kalau dah jodoh with our loves one.. just don't let it go.. it's not always we can meet the person which have the same feeling to each other.. so terima la seadaanyaa..

ok off-topic..
Rite now.. feeling like to have a vacation or maybe indulge with something i rarely do..

1. going to pulau2 with my buddies.. lame dah tak gi jln jauh2.. or maybe with my family..
2. movie-marathon.. hee.. penah wat tau.. satu ari tgk 2-3 movies.. wahh kuar dari wayang sedar2 dah mlm.. hahaha.. sonok2..
3. reading a novel perhaps...
4. stay-up mlm2... layan radio.. pastu abihla pc tu ON sampai pagi... main online-game with old-frens.. haih.. what happen to them eh?
5. belajar memasak? hee.. in the learning process..

No more? bykkkk... but then i don't think so i have a time for all these..
if i have a time pun.. need to think about the preparation.. doing this.. doing that..
Till now.. not much thing we've done.. huhu..


Sunday, February 19, 2006
:: WörÐ & §öµl ::
"Words express, words carry expectations and can be heard and felt much differently than they may originally have been intended to.. No doubt words hurt, words can wound...but none more so than those that seek to judge a soul. "

"We express aspects of who we are but words, in and of themselves, do not define us. "

A.J. Mahari
Thought of The Day for Monday, April 26, 1999


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Huhu. terasa la gak bile org tu ckp camtu to me.. tak bestnya rase camni..
Dia tau la kot i'm still not feeling ok...
yela even that person treat me like princess ke queen ke..
i am still hurt... huhuhu...


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